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i loved saturdays, we would all get on the bus and they would take us to the dam, the sabots were unloaded from the trailers and i would look hopefully around for a boy who knew how to sail, and beg them to pick me to crew for them. at the end of the year i won 3rd prize in the sailing comp, though i had never sailed alone - sail
the cave was hidden behind a bush, just like in the enid blighton book, i took my visitor, the mailman's daughter, there, and tried to share this secret place, but she said it was stupid, barely enough room inside for two. i couldnt understand why she couldn't share my imagination, the rooms beyond were enormous in my mind - cave
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we would be up before daylight to pack the last few boxes in the car and fill the coffee flask full of freshly brewed coffee, we would stream down the highway to the country market and i would roll a joint for the trip, when we got there we would be remote and stoned, unpacking beauty to sell in our stall - stall
we walk through the creaky old house, this is home but with no lights it has become an alien landscape. my sister is behind me, i am scared of the dark, we walk to her room, our footsteps vibrate the house and her sliding door rolls open by it's own accord, the cold air from her room extinguishes the candle. i scream - candle
my first job was for a hairdresser called mavis in the school holidays when i was 15. the salon was "on the wrong side of the tracks" wedged between a dodgy pub and an empty boarded up shop, mavis had a dog that looked just like her with wavy yellow hair, she would make me take it out the back and wash it with her best redkin shampoo & conditioner then bring it inside to blow it dry, one time she even got me to put curlers in it, i remember wondering what the next customer would think when yellow dog hair combed out of her new purple-rinsed set.